Music

Why the hell do I make music?

I know little about music theory. I played the piano for like 6 months when I was 8, and the drums for 9 months when I was 12. I don't know much about music, so why make it?  I don't want to make music as my career, it's just a side hobby. It's to convey emotions I can't describe with pen and paper. Those moments where you could say "I'm happy", or "I'm depressed", but it doesn't quite describe how deep your feelings are. I also just like making catchy beats.

M. Mind, my first album, was made from march to june, on and off. It was my introduction into making music for real, and the theme was basically guy going insane. Some of the songs are meant to represent different depressing emotions, and the repetitiveness is intentional, as this is meant to represent a... very repetitive time of my life. My second album, LOOP, is my "serious" attempt at an album. M Mind can always be passed off and justified for being a concept album when you don't like it, but LOOP is my actual attempt of making a good album. I love the alternate rock elements to it, and if you are going to listen to my music, LISTEN TO LOOP FIRST, DON'T LISTEN TO M MIND.

Bandlab pages below, archives are below below. I've included M Mind, LOOP, and also the album I made before this (3rd out of 3 older albums, the other 2 are forever lost media), just so you get a sense of how I've gone from horrible to slightly less horrible!